pink brain

Remember this "dog"? Hehe. His name is Poku.

And so I left him in my VS bag then my cat, Piku went to accompany him. Dia sendiri pigi join ni. Hehe. Together, inside the bag. cute kan?

Hmm. I miss home. Baru berapa hari pun homesick sudah. haha. apa la ni.

Still, life goes on here. My handphone so sunyi la btw, tolong la sms or call la. anyone? Ni tempat pun memang very sunyi juga. huhu

I am supposed to finish up the script and prepare for my public speaking topic but I am the princess of procrastination. No last minute pressure and everything will be slow and steady. Moreover, the topic I got is on recycling campaign. huh. So sien.

Went out just now and I bought this...

saw Xia Xue and Aida blogged about this before, now only I saw one on the shelf a hypermart.

Pink chips lagi tu.

Me loves!

p.s: I have trouble sleeping early but I have to during this KISSM because all the program starts at 8am. help~help..

Pengubat Lara

To entertain myself and to pujuk myself for not sulking because of this program here, blogging is the only relief.

On the first day of lectures which was yesterday. Am still alive.

Then today, urgh! Information overload.

I am going gaga with this place because of the sudden switch. Nice place, good food, (it is a resort after all~ a shabby one though) Yet, the going out of the comfort zone. No high speed internet, not much channel selection on the tube, not being able to do the activities that I usually get to do. ~ Sigh!

Individual assignments, group assignments, public speaking...exam @_@. I have long forgotten this part of the miserable life of a student. And everything is like dejavu now.

Yes, I am such a cry baby. Whiner also. Hate me if you wish to do so. I can't help but not to be a princess...Ahaha.

Blog Hiatus ~ KISSM

Just in case anyone had been missing me...hehe. Currently am at Beringgis Beach Resort, Papar. Today is the 2nd day and am so gonna be here for the coming 14 days. Huhu. Cry2.

This KISSM is sort of a last minute case. Got a phone call when I was on the middle of chaos on Monday. I don't really have a choice on this matter. KISSM is mandatory for the confirmation of our post. *those who doesn't understand this, dont ask me to explain more. saya malas*

So being a last minute plan, it ruined the whole planning of my November

1) I am so gonna be missing all the sessions of my latin dance class

2) The trip to Keningau on 14th is at stake

3) Salsa night on 21st also a question mark still

4) My trip to Penang is cancelled

Dang!

....

This is a stay in programme. So our day basically starts at 7 in the morning for breakfast and sessions throughout the day till 10pm. With meal breaks in between of course. Hectic is the word I can say.

Yet, I managed to go back home during the 3 hours gap this afternoon. The journey was tiring because I have to drive myself after a long day. I almost langgar another car at a roundabout because my mind drifted away for a while. Thank God the brake works!

Tired and sleepy maybe. Ok good night peeps.

clean slate

source

pixel counts

mood: very nostalgic this morning

Remember when 2.0 mpixel digital camera is the "it" thing last time and hell yeah it cost you a bomb?

And now when you are walking with a handphone camera with that kind of resolution you'll be so inferior...

Time fly so fast before our eyes, things changed so much.

Am missing you girls.

Where is everyone now?

But these two I know la where you two. Still, during this tough times...am missing you two very much.

The life support system I may call it

November story

I just want to pretend that all the thoughts, worries, or even selected memories can be erased like the writings on a blackboard.

Felt like just running away from all this chaos and isolate myself completely.

I am slowly sinking in and I don't have a life jacket with me. I am tired of swimming.

when everything hurts

Everything aches, just felt like floating, almost numb.

Steady on the gas, revving up till 120km/hr on a rainy evening.

Temporary liberation.

When it stops, tears trickled down my cheek.

I can't change anything.

Everything still hurts.